Yesterday
I was
Again
Alone...
I have a day and a night struggle with depression even though. I try to shake it off... so I cried still fall asleep...
This morning, I woke up and Frank sent me a message. Just was in the right time when I really needed to know that I was not alone indeed :
Alone...
I have a day and a night struggle with depression even though. I try to shake it off... so I cried still fall asleep...
This morning, I woke up and Frank sent me a message. Just was in the right time when I really needed to know that I was not alone indeed :
"I hope you are well. Know that someone out there sends you their love and good thoughts"
Thanks Frank.
Thanks Frank.
Well, it seems you returned the favor. So thank you as well. You see I was reminded of the loss of one of the great loves of my life, and was crying. Then I read your post and it all became clear. It reminded me that although our losses are certainly not the same, the pain eases in time and you need to just continue living. Time will not heal all wounds, but it will make them less painful, more bearable, and less frequent. Neither of us will ever get over our losses, but we will, with time, start to live again and find new joy in our lives. And you have to know, and believe that right now. This is one of the benefits of being old - extra wisdom. :) So my friend, I will try ("try" being the operative word) to write you everyday. You need not write back, unless you'd like me to stop. So this way you need not ever have to worry about manufacturing the illusion that you are alone - but even people who are alone like company while they are busy being alone, yes? :)
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