Tuesday, It’s hard because I know better.

I did sleep good last night after I took many PM pills... Thanks God. 

I read Frank's funny note to me and I smiled a tiny... Thanks Frank.

I read the interview about Channing Tatum and his relationship, his wife Jenna on my iPad. It's normal but feel very great to know that he was really keeping up the love-life-family inspired for long time. 

I just wanted to let you know that I am still here. And yes, things are tough for me right now and my heart aches, my body hurt and I'm stressed. But I'm okay and I will be alright.