Dear Love,

 
I miss you like the sun rise
...
Unhook me, look me not into dusk,
Ease my cuts, and release my lust,
Inhale my words, and breathe my wants,
Let the light marry my eyes,
And let the same inherit the skies.
I miss you like the sun rise.

by Arian Foster

Peacefull as a Yard Keeper

The Gardener 85 

Who are you, reader, reading my poems an hundred years hence?
I cannot send you one single flower from this wealth of the spring, one single streak of gold from yonder clouds.
Open your doors and look abroad.
From your blossoming garden gather fragrant memories of the vanished flowers of an hundred years before.
In the joy of your heart may you feel the living joy that sang one spring morning, sending its glad voice across an hundred years.

Rabindranath Tagore.

That Love Will Be More Than A Thousand Years...

 

A Thousand Years

Heartbeats fast

Colours and promises

How to be brave

How can I love when I'm afraid to fall

But watching you stand alone

All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you

Darling don't be afraid I have loved you

For a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still

Beauty in all she is

I will be brave

I will not let anything take away

What's standing in front of me

Every breath

Every hour has come to this

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you

Darling don't be afraid I have loved you

For a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more


And all along I believed that I would find you

Time has brought your heart to me

I have loved you for a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you

Darling don't be afraid I have loved you

For a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you

Time has brought your heart to me

I have loved you for a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more...

[ Christina Perri ]

Frank's message...

Yesterday
I was

Again
Alone...
I have a day and a night struggle with depression even though. I try to shake it off... so I cried still fall asleep...
This morning, I woke up and Frank sent me a message. Just was in the right time when I really needed to know that I was not alone indeed :

"I hope you are well. Know that someone out there sends you their love and good thoughts"
Thanks Frank.

The Color White and I want It. So Badly...

For some reason, this week I am long for Color of White...  I don't know why...
I find myself have a desire for white clothing or white in my surroundings.

Perhaps, June is unexpectedly stressful of unknown  at work.
That I'm still mourning.
That I'm moving in a new direction of my life - the completion of a cycle in my life.
That I'm going strong, improving in my own business.
That I'm seeking for a totally my new page of better work.
That I'm  planning an overseas trip soon.
That I'm seeking a new relationship.
But I'm also feeling a bit of isolation and emptiness....

China Town Market Place at City Square - Dillingham - Kalihi

Something different for me to do during my break...

We had to go DMV for cars re-tittle. Tim told me about the market and we went in. 

It's mini version of the Chinatown marketplace down town of Honolulu. 

It has all standard Asian vegetables, fresh sea food or meats available. A couple of vendors also sell grocery items like sauces, crackers, etc. 

I'm glad that I went!

Yellow is definitely my happy color

I hope you all have a WONDERFUL weekend!!!!

It's Sunday morning, soon I will be off again for work. I can't believe it that I worked for the whole weekend. We are working on my 100 old tree. I hope finishing up by early afternoon.

Next week will be a week of catching up with the Lee's  family - something I am looking forward to so much. I seriously have to and want to.

I thought about yellow a lot this week. I was so lucky enough still have time to get me some yellow roses.

How could my spirit not be lifted when I'm encompassed about by a field of yellow and flowers? So I came up with a my favor yellow blazer.